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A Slow Seduction

Sweet Crimson Kiss

4/20/08 01:34 pm

There are days that I would prefer the whole of my past gone. Those things that are better forgotten, friend and enemy alike... I would prefer all of you gone. I no longer live there, I have no ties to you any longer. Be gone.

8/5/06 10:22 pm

Anri. Apologies for the long absence, how are you?

8/5/06 10:20 pm

If Fae gods stir, who is there to lull them to sleep?

2/27/06 07:52 pm

Humans are entirely too confusing. ~snarl~ ~frustration~ That's it... if I don't get this sorted out soon I'll ask him myself. There shouldn't be enough of them to pose a threat to me.

2/24/06 06:46 pm

Restless dreams.

I swear to the Gods Silk, if I find you had any involvement...

We dance.

1/14/06 12:02 am

Because I so seldom say when things are well...

Things are well.

I'm content. Just thee and me?

12/18/05 03:38 pm

Feeling full.

9/4/05 12:42 pm

The hunt has lost it's appeal, really. It used to be what I lived for... there isn't really much else out there after you'ved lived for a certain number of years. You feel like you already know everything... that you've already experienced it and that the only way to keep a spark of *anything* is to take larger and larger risks, gamble your life daily, ride the thrill until it ends, and you die.

But I guess it doesn't always work that way.

I'll still need to feed, and I still enjoy those moments but... something else is unfolding here, that needs my attention. I feel like I'm going into a different sort of gamble, one that doesn't involve my life, but things much more important.

It feels like I've spent my existance training up to this... I won't fail now.

I'm not leaving.

9/3/05 11:21 pm

So...yeah. Song lyrics for once. Don't expect it ever again.

Lifehouse- Trying

Could you let down your hair
And be transparent for a while
Just a little while
See if your human after all
Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
I may be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
And god I pretend like I do just
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best that I know how

9/3/05 03:25 pm

It's usually the noise that bothers me. I can't get away from it, away from the sense of other 'noisy' presences unless I'm home. Set's house doesn't have them, it's a place of still and quiet shadows.

Lately even the outside seems to be shifting to match that. I can't tell if it's just me, or if something else is changing. I don't exist the same way anymore, I'm not "just" Fae; not with the power of a god sustaining me.

I can't regret it, I don't.

But sometimes I wonder if He does.

He's stuck with me forever, now.
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